He's in the past, yet present
My heart is aching, it's tearing my body apart. It's hollow, lonely. It missed him, needs him. But I don't want to see him, I dont want to reach out to him. Why can't my heart get over him? Why does it need to make me feel pain in my body; heavy, tingling, deep crushing pain. I don't need it. I want to move on, but I can't. Why can't I?
Please Heart, stop this, make it stop. You know I will never reach out to him, not ever. He's in the past, along with our relationship, and I want to move forward. I'm ready for it, yet you keep acting up from time to time. All it does is confusing me.
What do you want?